ok :) ty..you're the fuckin man..and i did hold back..a lot..till he ran his mouth...lol..i got a temper that's hard as fuck to control and I dunno...it just gets the best of me...i swear one of the most puzzling things in life is the irrationality of human beings (talking about me here)...things will be easier when my pot arrives lol..it's in route and i haven't smoked at all today and only a one doobie yesterday I swear that's what keeps me from flipping out...i'll get stoned beyond all recognition and i'll be good..