I feel you  bro! We all make mistakes and must live with them ! I am a very fogiving person along with most everyone here! Time heals alot of things and sometime folks just need more time I guess! The BlackSheep guys are all great guys and I am sure have forgoten the past! As for a second chance-------I myself have not really had the first chance along with many here----So you are allways welcome here and allways aloud to make mistakes!LOL! good luck and hope to see you soon!