Ohhhh my darling, gawd I know exactly what you mean. Its so frustrating having to talk like this and wish we had a better way. I think we are going to have to find a better way sweetie cause it hurts not being able to talk with you normally.  I love you so much and my heart is calling out to you darling. You are my man, my lover, my best friend.  You better stop thinking of me if your gonna get hard and hurt on me! lol  That does make me smile darling. But I really want you to get better. Okay baby I'll get you up that early, or I'll sure try to.  Are you regretting leaving early honey, and wishing that you would have just waited until you got your house and then moved in? Has it crossed your mind at all love? Just curious, I missss youuuuuuuuuu, I am hurting without you baby.