w0rd...i was just pissy..it happens and i wish I could control i a bit better..i wouldn't doubt if that's why i got the boot last time...sorry for freaking out...and thanks for understanding..you guys rock..and i hear ya greenie...so i suppose i'll just join in on the practice matches as I do need a lot of practice and I need to get to know more maps..I'm on the dfb server at least once a day just checking out different maps and trying to get to all the hidden spots..like in the one map where it's like a bar with a stripper pole and a DJ booth on top..i see that above the DJ booth, there is a hole and leading onto one of the rafters is another hole and I don't know how to get to 'em I am getting better and this is despite this POS mouse..when I get a kill, it's due to a large amount of overcompensation..I imagine it's kinda how toxic plays on our servers..you just gotta kinda guess a little ahead of time...I'm waiting on more work (supposedly I'll be going full time soon) and then I'll get a better mouse...if I would've know then what i know now..lol..I spent $70 on a KB and $7 on a mouse...should've went the other way...anyway thanks again for putting up with my retarded ass