Poor Noc... I wrote a song about it wanna hear it, here it go:

I spent a lifetime lookin' for you
Game clan forums and dFb members were never true
Playing a fool's game, hopin' to win
Tellin' those sweet lies and losin' again.

I was lookin' for RAM in all the wrong places
Lookin' for RAM in too many places
Searchin' his eyes, lookin' for traces
Of what I'm dreamin' of
Hoping to find a deal and a lover
I'll boot the day I discover,
Matt - lookin' for RAM.

I was offline then, no RAM in site
I did every thing I could to get me through the night
Don''t know where it started or where it might end
I'd turn to a stranger just like a friend.

I was lookin' for RAM in all the wrong places
Lookin' for RAM in too many places
Searchin' his eyes, lookin' for traces
Of what I'm dreamin' of
Hoping to find a deal and a lover
I'll boot the day I discover,
Matt - lookin' for RAM.