Actually it was [u:eaa00a08bc]sheer fear [/u:eaa00a08bc]that kept me away lol, (that may honestly be it as I am awful)

 I am having some hard drive issues right now (as in Major crash)  so my space is limited atm going to get it though and get with you all if for nothing more then to hang out a little, you all seem like a lot of fun. In the meantime I've been on some other servers trying to gt it right lol

usually under ReFuse but sometimes under the name of Grusome(FM)................as my clan leader has issues with me aliasing, Don't quite understand that as I never play with them anyway ???   (shit tho I'm a damn admin where are [i:eaa00a08bc][b:eaa00a08bc]my [/b:eaa00a08bc][/i:eaa00a08bc]rights????)lmao